One thing that I've learnt is that you should never look back. The past is dead and buried. You get nothing from living there. It's all about today... But I've been having these dreams. In them, nothing's real. Nothing's solid, everything's a fantasy. Fucked. An illusion. In these dreams I'm a life that's already gone by. Today means nothing. Today is just a ghost that's haunting me. I'm at the end of the world, on the edge of things, and I think about letting go. I think about falling.

[ skins - fire ]

I want to go back. I want to go back to being you.

[ skins - freddie ]

Be strong. You need to be strong for her, like she was strong for you.

[ skins - fire ]

And now... now I have to hurt her so much that it might never be ok again.

[ skins - fire part. 2 ]

Do you wanna hear about the best day of my life? I'd pissed myself by accident. They'd had us sitting down for ages and I was trying... trying to get out to leave the room but this kid kept blocking me, stopping me leaving, he was playing a game or something and, um... So I told him, right, that he was a dickhead, and that he's gonna "get out of my way, dickhead". And then the whole place went quiet because I said "dickhead". And then, they were all laughing, everyone, and I couldn't work out if it was cos I'd swore or if they'd seen that my shorts were wet, so I tried to cover my shorts with my hands, right, but that meant that they all definately noticed and then there was more laughing. But yeah, Peter, my brother, he was the youngest-ever sixer or something. They are the ones in charge, the sixers. He could do all the knots, him. Him and dad would practise. He loved it. Anyway, he stands up, yeah sixer, and they all liked him, he takes my hand and took me to the toilet. And then, he had me take my shorts off and cleaned me up. And then he took off his shorts and put them on me. And then, he kissed me on the cheek and took my hand, and we both went out there. Him just in his pants. Noone laughed. Best day of my life.

[ skins - chris ]

- It’s just, when did it all get so fucking hard.

- Well, That’s what happens. But you adapt, don’t you? You look at what’s changed and you find a way to own it.

[ skins - alo ]

Sometimes I think I was born backwards. You know, come out my mum the wrong way. I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I hate…

[ skins ]

- What do you do if someone you love lets you down and really fucks you over?

- You must try to stop loving them.

- Is that possible?

- No.


[ skins - katie and emily ]

- Sid... You know there are other girls, don't you?

- Where?

[ skins - chris ]

I think I've finally realised what it means to grow up. I always wondered, you know? But it's easy. It's when you have to decide, one way or another, and nobody can help you.

[ skins - jal ]

Just because I'm useless doesn't mean I'm nothing.

[ skins - pandora ]

I stopped eating and then everyone had to do what I said. That was powerful. I think it was the happiest time of my life.

[ skins - cassie ]

People that makes us happy are never the people you expect. So, when you find someone, you've got to cherish it.

[ skins - naomi ]

Do you know what hurts most about a broken heart? Not being able to remember how you felt before... try and keep that feeling, because... if it goes... you'll never get it back.


[ skins - chris ]